Sexuality, Love & Self-Acceptance.

A common theme that seems to be happening in the world is confusion between sexuality/love/religion/morals and even gender identification. I am a gay man myself. Now, full understanding of the song/dance/rhythms of life are not possible at this density of evolution, but that the main theme of this density is to pick a spiritual polarity based on catalyst in your life, with the memories of previous lives and your unity of all things temporarily masked.

This increases the intensity of your experiences, for with the forgetting your actions are done from the heart of your own free will. So that brings us to sexuality.

Homosexuality, BI-Sexuality, Transgender or other incarnation patterns may have been selected as part of a soul or higher-self choice (decided before incarnation) for certain lessons or may be a random effect of catalyst, depending on the souls pre-incarnation choices.

Often a soul picks its life circumstances, parents, among other things before birth based on my findings/experiences to help provide the catalyst that it would like to learn the lessons of love, how it feels most appropriate. This is particularly relevant at third density, this current density. Liken this to picking the subjects and criteria that you wish to study, in this schoolroom we call life in a physical body.

A Soul who becomes aware can often program their own lessons.

Now those who are from the LGBTQ community have often faced rejection from a society that is lacking in spiritual evolution of accepting others. But the catalytic action of being LGBTQ in this scenario offers the chance of self-acceptance without others returning it, of your own free will. Once this happens, you often find the catalytic action causing said lesson falls away in the process.

A crucial part of positive polarisation is that of accepting others, loving and forgiving self/other-self (for all other people are part of yourself) but also crucially (which many in society do not do) is acceptance of the self, love of the self as well as others.

The trials faced during LGBT discrimination are one example of the self being placed into a position where it will be more comfortable to love the self, accept the self, and then can radiate acceptance of all to others, help others in the same boat. Freeing the worrying from what others think of you is one of the most liberating things you can do in life.

Then it brings you to love. Love being the second foundation action of all of creation after free-will, which is how the infinite creation can be potentiated in any direction. The glue that holds everything together.

Love can be transferred between two entities, regardless of sexual orientation or otherwise, or regardless of the biological sex of the physical vehicle that we call the body. The body houses the soul/consciousness which contains all of what we have experience, and what we are. Some have already been through this and assist the wider world, others have not, and are learning this for the first time to also assist the wider world and their own evolution.

Romantic and Platonic love are merely different expressions of love. Unconditional love may be a part of either, love is just that, love.

Being LGBT has little to do with the transfer of love and sexual energy transfer as love is universal and as such is valid be it straight, gay, or whatever the two people’s sex who are expressing romantic love is. I find sexual energy spiritual transfer work to be more than possible in the LGBT configuration just as it is between male/female.

I do suspect that some, not all who are transgender have experienced many previous lives as the opposite sex, as you often have many incarnations in any one spiritual level before you have firmly cemented your polarity. This is also okay, and provides further catalyst for accepting one’s self as transgender, and embracing life in whatever way they are comfortable with. You feel like a woman in a man’s body or vice-versa? Embrace and love yourself for that, for you are a unique part of the one infinity, and beautiful!

Attempting to suppress ones sexuality by trying to be ‘straight’ is not a good idea in my opinion, as you are merely pushing a part of yourself away which sooner or later will need to be understood and accepted as part of the self. If others don’t like it, whatever their relationship to you, their negativity is their own and not yours.

I personally based on meditation and talking to my spirit guide had pre-incarnatively chose before life to be LGBT and me and my current boyfriend had pre-planned our relationship ahead of time, even a couple of previous relationships were pre-incarnatively planned, others being the opportunity of catalyst.

Relationships by nature can provide some of the most intense catalysts for learning the ways of love, for furthering your evolution on love for others + self love in the case of positive, or in the case of the negative polarity being chosen, control and conquest of the other. The positive path being service-to-others (including self) or the negative path being service-to-self exclusively.

I have had a few not accept my sexuality, but i hold no resentment towards them. I was bullied intensely through school before my spiritual awakening out of body experience happened, but i hold no resentment towards them, either. I did however assert my sovereignty and refused to take bait nor engage in arguments, being happy with myself reduced their influence to zero and the situation causing the catalyst fell away as the lesson was learned.

I am working on love for all things. Those experiences offered me much needed catalyst to love myself, which when you want to love others knowing how to love yourself is a key. Not being narcissistic, but simple love for the self.

Learning forgiveness of others, forgiveness of self for past errors, which halts the wheel of karma, not holding grudges is a freedom unlike anything i could ever describe. Do I take rubbish from people? No. I have removed those who are negative towards me out of my life, while accepting/forgiving/loving them for having different views to mine. That includes those who rejected me for being gay, and who bullied me immensely in childhood.

Are you LGBTQ? Do you feel rejected by others? If so, then you are not alone. There is a whole creation full of people who will support you, and through strength of will, you can place yourself in a position where you will always be around those people, while learning to love/accept yourself. For every entity has a divine birthright of loving others and themselves.

Our lives are shaped by our free-will choices. We cannot control what others think about us (their free will), but we can control how we react to others, and how we handle/shape our own lives (our free will). I would walk out of school classes when they held us under group detentions by affirming my own free-will, which once you realise it, you begin to learn how to take control of your own game pieces.

And do you have a relationship, whatever the sexuality? Embrace it. Ever had a disagreement with your partner/spouse? I would recommend not going to bed until you have both come to an agreement by accepting the others viewpoint, and focusing on the love between you, forgiving and accepting the days catalyst. Do this, and most relationship problems will evaporate overnight/significantly reduce.

Others don’t like your relationship or try and control/influence it? Love/Accept the person and then walk away from them, knowing that you are taking control of your life. You only hand control of your life/relationship to others of your own free-will.

Accepting and forgiving the past is also key, to move on with your future.

Whatever your sexuality, whatever you identify as from the perspective of the self, however you feel, whatever your heart is set on, embrace it! We are all an infinite portion of the one intelligent infinity/one infinite creator/infinite whole/infinite consciousness.

From the basic chemical elements (first density) to the basic to advanced hive-based biological life (second density, your bacteria, plants, trees, insects like bees, pack animals) to the choice density (third density, this one, the only one with mind veil) to the density of love/understanding (fourth density), the density of wisdom/light (fifth density) the density of unity (sixth density), the density of timelessness/foreverness, becoming one with creator source again (seventh density) we are all one.

Whatever your sexuality or even how you are, that is just one part of your self, embrace it, and direct your life circumstances to love and accept others, and to love / accept self. You will find your true friends and will make your own true family in this process.

Also, relationships are unique to you. Others can have and will share similar experiences and their solutions, but all relationships have a unique component personal to the couple, as do friendships.

Love all people, love all things, may we all learn the ways of love. We may slip up sometimes, we may make errors, but we are all players in this game, lets embrace it!

Be yourself, and be happy with yourself, and arrange your life circumstances as best you can to be around those who will also help you. You have the capability to create, to love, and that divine gift of free will.

Take from this post what helps you, and discard the rest as whatever feels right to you is the correct path for you, the beauty of free will!

Sending love to all my fellow people <3





Reflection, Meditation, Self-Forgiveness

The mind, body, spirit and brain is an amazing thing. Your consciousness firing it’s way through a network of complex nerves and neurons. Linked to the body by forces that words cannot explain, behind a veil of forgetting that is life in third density.

Sometimes though the mind, can get a bit, shall we say, hectic. Life takes over, catalyst is being received at a high rate and needs to be processed, sometimes we may get wrapped up in life events sometimes. Even I sometimes forget that we are here to give a positive response to catalyst and get caught up in it. This is when we should in my opinion meditate.

Meditation is one of those things that people associate with simply ‘blanking’ the mind. But it can be so much more than that. Meditation to me comes in different levels and forms, i will go through the stages and types of meditation that can be used for self-help and even helping the wider universe.

  1. Relaxation – This is the stage where you just chill out. You may relax on a chair, close your eyes. Sometimes put some music on but do not actively do anything. This is the state you often seek after a day’s work. But what if it could go deeper?
  2. Reflection – This is where you observe thoughts going through your mind. You feel the catalyst of the day. Why couldn’t we save that mother on the operating table today? How is the homeless man who i gave change to? Why have my kids been so hard to handle today? Why is the bank hounding me for money? How, why, when, where? You process and reflect upon these thoughts, and attempt to release self-judgement from them, that you did your best in the situation. You can simply envision them melting away or dissolving into light. You may imagine these thoughts being filed away.
  3. Light Meditation – This is where you begin to quiet the mind, after acknowledging what you need to knowledge. You slowly begin to feel yourself letting go of attachment, whatever the day’s stresses have bought you, this is the time to let go of that, for this time is sacred.
  4. Moderate Meditation – Your mind is now quiet. You may chose to stay in a state of quiet in this state. For an adept, this is the state you can begin to communicate with spirit or focus on a goal. This is also the state where you could also focus on the goal of forgiving self and others for perceived wrongdoings. Sending out this intention can help. This is also the time when you may begin to pierce the veil of forgetting quite clearly, if you direct the will in this way, the will to seek.
  5. Deep Meditation / Trance – This is for the adept, where you have almost shut off the mind/body, or is a state where you may access states such as out of body projection or deep trance channeling or whatever else you would do, or just feel at one with the universe. A state of total stillness and silence may be achieved from this state.

Meditation is a very powerful tool, from focusing on a goal and by putting that energy out into the universe may help it come to fruition, to sending healing to a situation (helping wider consciousness in the process) or forgiveness.

Forgiveness of both self and others is crucial due to the fact that holding a grudge against self or others¬† for a perceived wrongdoing is detrimental to one’s spiritual health. Focusing the will on forgiveness, or even asking your spiritual guides/god/deity or whoever you most have an affinity with according to your beliefs to help you forgive both self and others for anything that is concerning you can be a great help. Not holding a grudge feels so good. Forgiving the day’s catalyst. Trying to direct thoughts to a loving standpoint.

Meditation can be used to train the mind, body, and spirit to the direction/polarity you want in your life. From a light meditation contemplating thoughts or allowing the creator / your deity / loved ones who have passed on / the light or whatever else you feel into your awareness, to moderate meditation for adept spiritual work, etc it is entirely up to the person.

Forgiveness i think has been easiest for me to approach in a state of light/moderate meditation, and this article has more been focused on forgiveness.

If you wish to use the meditative state to hold a goal, also known to some as ‘asking the universe’ or sending the intention out to begin it’s growth, meditation is a great tool at focusing the will and keeping the mind and our physical brains and our mind/spirits which can only handle so much disorder, back into alignment. Reflection/Acknowledgement of thoughts is also a crucial step in my opinion, not just trying to push it away and pretend it hasn’t been a thought. If it is then something you may not have felt best to think, forgive self and others who may have contributed directly/indirectly to the offending thoughts. Then focus on replacing the offending thoughts with love.

Love is ultimately the key, to love all people and things. We all have our own way to get there, and we sometimes need a retreat that is meditation to help us reorder the mind and realign our internal compass to our chosen direction.