Information overload, Spiritual growth, Synaptic Fatigue

I will say that before I begin, it is your free will to make of this information what you will. Discard what does not help you, take in what does. This is no substitute for going to a doctor about any problems you may have!

Last night, I was doing some personal path work regarding events in my life currently in meditation, and Ralpsa came through with some interesting information.

It has been my understanding for a long time that the human brain or the brain of any organism is simply a processor for the physical vehicle, it processes information.

I have attempted to work out about the brain and its effect on personality based on changes you can make yourself to the information the brain is getting for a long time for the spirit/soul holds everything that you ever were, have been, and are as well as the potentials of what you could be, but while in a body the brain is a key important part of your processing of information in this realm.

My spirit guide came up with an interesting piece of information and I was shown a visualization. I later, when I woke up today looked up about tired synapses, and came up with the phenomenon of Synaptic Fatigue.

The picture that was shown there was almost identical to what I was shown during this session, no chemicals at the sending neuron left.

I have come to a conclusion, especially after this session that endlessly reading news, the web, social media or too much of a certain thing contributes to this. What do people do when they wake up? Check their phone and social media. What do they do on the way to work? Listen to the radio or news. What do they do at work? Listen to all office banter/process information, do work, maybe in a noisy environment.

What do they do when they get home? Do dinner and watch the evening news or netflix. What do they do before bed? Read a novel or read something. Where was the quiet time for the mind?

It seems like based on what my spirit guide told me, this overload can tire synapses. I was curious as i found after long periods of time on the computer reading stuff, I found I can become irritable and my empathy was ‘dulled’, memory can also be affected, all aspects of your personality can be affected.

The brain and neurons are constantly being energised and used, no quiet time, no rest time, eventually it seems the synapses may ‘run out’ of neurotransmitters to send or not be able to send messages as efficiently and need time to ‘recharge’ with neurotransmitters again.

This is also why drug use often has a comedown period, you overload the synapses with neurotransmitters.

The below information was channeled at 3AM, GMT +8, Philippines time, this is an abridged version; everything regarding the question and information on the brain and session closing is present, but the personal life questions before have been omitted. My comments are in astreks (*). Note they often have difficulty with human language. Also note recently I have had a very real problem of internet addiction that I am trying to combat. Note this channeling was before I looked up on synaptic fatigue.

*Session Begins*

Question: So what has been causing me to feel like I am ‘out of the loop’, I am out of the loop.

Ralpsa: There is a phenomenon that you are probably most vulnerable to, how does your mind work? It works by absorbing and clarifying information.

What have you been doing more than anything else right now? Overloading yourself with information. In this world of information, information overload can cause a great great problem.

Without that time to recharge away from information overload, you prevent the proper flow of energy, not just on the spiritual realm but also on your physical body. The human brain is not equipped to deal with that amount of information, not in the way it is produced, it is a distraction.

The synapses if you could call them a synapse the little gap you know, the neuron, in particular the receiving neurons are energized, are almost ‘charged’ by the sending neuron. When information is given in great numbers, your mind is working overtime, that is your brain, and it grows tired. Synapses grow ‘tired’. They don’t, they don’t what you would call fail but they become tired, or ‘burned out’, but not in the way you would understand burned out. Please stand by.

*I was shown the sending neuron running out of ‘chemicals’ to send, if they are transmitted faster than they can flow back*

*This phenomenon is known in science as Reuptake*

*A few seconds passed after this vision Session was interrupted by my phone vibrating, it was difficult to reorient myself*

Ralpsa: The synapses in the human brain, require a certain amount of energy to recharge. From the meals you eat, from the spiritual realm, wherever your inpourings of energy may appear. They require time to recharge, very important in fact is this phenomenon, you read and overload yourself with information you prevent that time. It can also cause problematic dreams, the information is transient and of very little purpose but to confuse. Especially in your lifestyles of information that overloads your synapses. This will also cause problems with the ability to spiritually express.

Me: So this does cause a physical reason, is this why mental health problems are so prevalent?

Ralpsa: No. Not quite, although it will compound any problems, certainly. The main reason as to why this is a problem abo..

*I interrupt ral*

Me: Do we still have enough energy to continue?

Ralpsa: Yes, so.

Me: Are you of the light?

Ralpsa:  Yes. Now the energy… the energy levels that you

*Break in trance state*

Ralpsa: So…

Ralpsa: The energy levels is to… what you would… no

Me: How long has this information overload been going on?

*Silence as I deepen my state*

Ralpsa: Since the time period known to the victorian era. Maybe a bit before that, we do not work well with time in your realm.

Ralpsa: But… no. Before the industrial revolution. The printing press was probably the first indication, but before that you had town meetings, that would constantly overload… well not overload, it was the start of having to deal with the problems of everyone else, but never having the time for yourself, though it was only when the television became an invention and the television does have many positive uses as well, sit and overload your brain with information and you will be tired. Find that balance, and this also applies to any other information that you may give the brain. Not just facts, you are thinking facts, but we are talking about any information.

Me: Do you come in love and light?

Ralpsa: Of course.

Me: So what note do we end on?

Ralpsa: That it has been an honor and a privilege to communicate with you as it always is. Brother, all will be well. Trust that.

Me: Anything I can affirm as I fall asleep?

Ralpsa: How about… may I reconnect with myself.

Me: May i reconnect with myself… (x3) Just like that?

Ralpsa: Now given the fact i have given you this information, something else is not too impressed that I have given it. So when we close, we will call upon our highest most appropriate divine guardians and protectors.

Ralpsa: I love you

Me: Love you

*Session closes*

My conclusion is that quiet/meditation time is important, away from any distractions for at least one to two hours a day, maybe more if you have the time. More spiritual digging seemed to show me that meditation/relaxation away from information sources are a great way to combat this problem, and it will help you in probably more ways than we realize. I certainly will take the advice on board.

Helping a Filipino Homeless – How we can heal the world

This is a short post, but one I felt worth sharing.

If there was one thing worth incarnating to third density for, it was this day. Homeless for 18 years in the Philippines, myself and my Filipino partner took him for dinner and are buying him his ID so he can get a job. We spent the day with him, and he broke down. But the feeling of how good this made us feel is exactly what makes the service-to-others path and coming here into third density well worth it.

Let’s all do deeds like this, we could end our world problems overnight. It was worth coming here just for this moment it felt good. I gave him the crystal that was around my neck. The language barrier between me and him was large, though my partner could translate.



Consciously Offering An Entity Catalyst

I have had an experience that I would like to share and I am considering my position with it. The offering of catalyst to another entity in full conscious awareness of the catalyst you are offering; be it positive catalyst (service-to-others) or negative catalyst if you were a negative entity (service-to-self). In my case, the catalyst is of course as always of the service-to-others offering!

I am always a safe online person and have avoided many scams conducting business online. There was one particular fellow I felt a little uneasy about, but he showed all the proper credentials to convince me to do a weeks’ work for him. I insisted on weekly payments as i take said precaution. Maybe this also comes a lesson of wisdom.

I wrote a weeks worth of articles for a man posing as a guy called ‘mark lopones’. He provided a proper contract, and everything. So I begun to work for him, writing around 25 articles, for a total value of $300 USD over the course of a week. The day before payday i pull tarot cards and got a ten of swords, and I knew i had been had. He does not pay, and vanishes. I had searched the name and found nothing, but people who had been conned by the man had started to pop up.

I cut my losses, processed this catalyst and forgave with effort, which was difficult when my partner is struggling to feed himself in the philippines and we have been saving up (will be saving up for around 6 months) to move to be together and thus had no spare cash that was quickly accessible, my housemate gave me the money I needed to eat myself.

Around a month later, i had an idea. I am into IT and i decided to check the contract file he sent me for metadata. Microsoft word will save details of the user who wrote it (Such as registered name) and it came up with a name Joseph <second name redacted until further notice, read on>

Doing further digging, i found that the man was highly christian from africa (his english was very well-written). So I opted: could I offer him catalyst? Could I offer him a chance to take a positive message from his own faith while also asking that I get paid for my services?

Before you read on, I am not christian, though I respect all faiths/belief systems,the beauty of free-will. As he is christian, i chose to offer catalyst / a positive message via his own belief system:

I sent this email to him:

Hello Joseph Oxxxxxx, otherwise known as Mark Lopones (alias). I finally managed to find who you were through a bit of detective work including location, etc on behalf of many frustrated writers.
I see you are a christian man, I am surprised you do not follow the ten commandments, including thou shall not steal, the seventh commandment. A religion is nothing without following the heart.
I am emailing to politely ask for payment of my articles. You would then be following the seventh commandment. I am not trying to be funny, but we have many writers who are in the same boat. I am like many others, just trying to feed my family.
If you must, send me half of the payment via PayPal (around $150 USD) and i will consider it quits: and it can be a weight off your mind as well as mine.
I believe in forgiveness and I have forgiven, but i think it is worth asking you for payment. I hope i can get it to save me publishing your details to warn other writers to avoid like the plague. People are trying to survive, just like you. I thought you might need reminding of the faith you commit to.
Love thy neighbour as you do yourself
Leviticus 19:11 – Do not steal, do not lie. do not deceive one another.
At heart, you are probably a good man, as every human has a heart and everyone is part of the one creator, including you joseph.
Leviticus 19:13 – Do not defraud or rob your neighbour. Do not hold back the wages of a hired worker overnight.
Whatever you chose to do in life is your free will, which has been freely given. You can chose to ignore this, chose to pay me, and ponder your faith. After all, jesus taught us all to love one another, regardless.
The aims of this message were twofold: A positive message, and (maybe) a chance at getting paid. I willfully wrote this in a way as to offer catalyst, a chance to choose a spiritual polarity of positive/negative. His actions would be service-to-self on the surface, but that path requires insane dedication and intent, as does the positive path.
I wrote the positive message in line with his own biases, and also mentioned the art of free-will, as to attempt to pressure him/manipulate him into paying (or saying how he was a sinner in his own distortion) would be an abridgement.
The catalyst to me was attempting to stay positive despite the negativity, not trying to use his fear of god to manipulate him into payment, but firmly stating my position, offering him a lesson of positivity/honesty, while also stating that I would (and if he does not pay I will uncensor the full name etc for all to read for the protection of others from his scam). Googling his common alias should be enough though.
He claims to be of christian belief systems/distortions. I hoped to use my own free will to offer him catalyst, that he may take or leave as he sees fit.
Whatever happens, are we not all the creator? As is he. I hope I can use this myself to refine my love for all things.
This was a consciously prepared offering of positive catalyst(though I did feel the need to ask for half of my money in the same email, it being up to the entity (joseph) if he were to use the catalyst in any way or not.
It is up to him now, I am contented either way <3
Love you all <3

Sexuality, Love & Self-Acceptance.

A common theme that seems to be happening in the world is confusion between sexuality/love/religion/morals and even gender identification. I am a gay man myself. Now, full understanding of the song/dance/rhythms of life are not possible at this density of evolution, but that the main theme of this density is to pick a spiritual polarity based on catalyst in your life, with the memories of previous lives and your unity of all things temporarily masked.

This increases the intensity of your experiences, for with the forgetting your actions are done from the heart of your own free will. So that brings us to sexuality.

Homosexuality, BI-Sexuality, Transgender or other incarnation patterns may have been selected as part of a soul or higher-self choice (decided before incarnation) for certain lessons or may be a random effect of catalyst, depending on the souls pre-incarnation choices.

Often a soul picks its life circumstances, parents, among other things before birth based on my findings/experiences to help provide the catalyst that it would like to learn the lessons of love, how it feels most appropriate. This is particularly relevant at third density, this current density. Liken this to picking the subjects and criteria that you wish to study, in this schoolroom we call life in a physical body.

A Soul who becomes aware can often program their own lessons.

Now those who are from the LGBTQ community have often faced rejection from a society that is lacking in spiritual evolution of accepting others. But the catalytic action of being LGBTQ in this scenario offers the chance of self-acceptance without others returning it, of your own free will. Once this happens, you often find the catalytic action causing said lesson falls away in the process.

A crucial part of positive polarisation is that of accepting others, loving and forgiving self/other-self (for all other people are part of yourself) but also crucially (which many in society do not do) is acceptance of the self, love of the self as well as others.

The trials faced during LGBT discrimination are one example of the self being placed into a position where it will be more comfortable to love the self, accept the self, and then can radiate acceptance of all to others, help others in the same boat. Freeing the worrying from what others think of you is one of the most liberating things you can do in life.

Then it brings you to love. Love being the second foundation action of all of creation after free-will, which is how the infinite creation can be potentiated in any direction. The glue that holds everything together.

Love can be transferred between two entities, regardless of sexual orientation or otherwise, or regardless of the biological sex of the physical vehicle that we call the body. The body houses the soul/consciousness which contains all of what we have experience, and what we are. Some have already been through this and assist the wider world, others have not, and are learning this for the first time to also assist the wider world and their own evolution.

Romantic and Platonic love are merely different expressions of love. Unconditional love may be a part of either, love is just that, love.

Being LGBT has little to do with the transfer of love and sexual energy transfer as love is universal and as such is valid be it straight, gay, or whatever the two people’s sex who are expressing romantic love is. I find sexual energy spiritual transfer work to be more than possible in the LGBT configuration just as it is between male/female.

I do suspect that some, not all who are transgender have experienced many previous lives as the opposite sex, as you often have many incarnations in any one spiritual level before you have firmly cemented your polarity. This is also okay, and provides further catalyst for accepting one’s self as transgender, and embracing life in whatever way they are comfortable with. You feel like a woman in a man’s body or vice-versa? Embrace and love yourself for that, for you are a unique part of the one infinity, and beautiful!

Attempting to suppress ones sexuality by trying to be ‘straight’ is not a good idea in my opinion, as you are merely pushing a part of yourself away which sooner or later will need to be understood and accepted as part of the self. If others don’t like it, whatever their relationship to you, their negativity is their own and not yours.

I personally based on meditation and talking to my spirit guide had pre-incarnatively chose before life to be LGBT and me and my current boyfriend had pre-planned our relationship ahead of time, even a couple of previous relationships were pre-incarnatively planned, others being the opportunity of catalyst.

Relationships by nature can provide some of the most intense catalysts for learning the ways of love, for furthering your evolution on love for others + self love in the case of positive, or in the case of the negative polarity being chosen, control and conquest of the other. The positive path being service-to-others (including self) or the negative path being service-to-self exclusively.

I have had a few not accept my sexuality, but i hold no resentment towards them. I was bullied intensely through school before my spiritual awakening out of body experience happened, but i hold no resentment towards them, either. I did however assert my sovereignty and refused to take bait nor engage in arguments, being happy with myself reduced their influence to zero and the situation causing the catalyst fell away as the lesson was learned.

I am working on love for all things. Those experiences offered me much needed catalyst to love myself, which when you want to love others knowing how to love yourself is a key. Not being narcissistic, but simple love for the self.

Learning forgiveness of others, forgiveness of self for past errors, which halts the wheel of karma, not holding grudges is a freedom unlike anything i could ever describe. Do I take rubbish from people? No. I have removed those who are negative towards me out of my life, while accepting/forgiving/loving them for having different views to mine. That includes those who rejected me for being gay, and who bullied me immensely in childhood.

Are you LGBTQ? Do you feel rejected by others? If so, then you are not alone. There is a whole creation full of people who will support you, and through strength of will, you can place yourself in a position where you will always be around those people, while learning to love/accept yourself. For every entity has a divine birthright of loving others and themselves.

Our lives are shaped by our free-will choices. We cannot control what others think about us (their free will), but we can control how we react to others, and how we handle/shape our own lives (our free will). I would walk out of school classes when they held us under group detentions by affirming my own free-will, which once you realise it, you begin to learn how to take control of your own game pieces.

And do you have a relationship, whatever the sexuality? Embrace it. Ever had a disagreement with your partner/spouse? I would recommend not going to bed until you have both come to an agreement by accepting the others viewpoint, and focusing on the love between you, forgiving and accepting the days catalyst. Do this, and most relationship problems will evaporate overnight/significantly reduce.

Others don’t like your relationship or try and control/influence it? Love/Accept the person and then walk away from them, knowing that you are taking control of your life. You only hand control of your life/relationship to others of your own free-will.

Accepting and forgiving the past is also key, to move on with your future.

Whatever your sexuality, whatever you identify as from the perspective of the self, however you feel, whatever your heart is set on, embrace it! We are all an infinite portion of the one intelligent infinity/one infinite creator/infinite whole/infinite consciousness.

From the basic chemical elements (first density) to the basic to advanced hive-based biological life (second density, your bacteria, plants, trees, insects like bees, pack animals) to the choice density (third density, this one, the only one with mind veil) to the density of love/understanding (fourth density), the density of wisdom/light (fifth density) the density of unity (sixth density), the density of timelessness/foreverness, becoming one with creator source again (seventh density) we are all one.

Whatever your sexuality or even how you are, that is just one part of your self, embrace it, and direct your life circumstances to love and accept others, and to love / accept self. You will find your true friends and will make your own true family in this process.

Also, relationships are unique to you. Others can have and will share similar experiences and their solutions, but all relationships have a unique component personal to the couple, as do friendships.

Love all people, love all things, may we all learn the ways of love. We may slip up sometimes, we may make errors, but we are all players in this game, lets embrace it!

Be yourself, and be happy with yourself, and arrange your life circumstances as best you can to be around those who will also help you. You have the capability to create, to love, and that divine gift of free will.

Take from this post what helps you, and discard the rest as whatever feels right to you is the correct path for you, the beauty of free will!

Sending love to all my fellow people <3





Why We Are Here? – To Learn The Ways Of Love

What is life itself? Why are we here? I can only speak from my own perspective of this infinity, of which all of us are part. The condition that causes us to feel disconnected from everything, the veil between the known and the unknown, this world and the spirit world where all is one, appears to be the place to charge yourself in the direction you wish to further proceed beyond this life, beyond this world.

That charge, in the positive direction is love. Love for all things, love/forgiveness of self/other-selves. Other-Selves are a part of self, what some will call other people.

I looked into the eyes of the homeless guy and you see the infinity within, as you do within everyone. Look into the eyes of the person me, him and another woman saw trying to steal his bag, and you will also see infinity.

While all 3 of us put a stop to said theft, to hold hate and resentment is not required, but love/understanding. When we hate others, we also to some degree hate the self. Within yourself dwells a great potential, waiting to be potentiated through free-will.

Service-to-others / Positive Path merely requires loving/caring for others to the best of our ability, and not to get wound up by the negative aspects of the world. Moaning about the world does nothing, being positive in it does!

Understanding is not of this life/world. That need only come next, this life is for loving and learning the ways of love. Only when we have completed that to the best of our ability in a particular lifetime do we leave it. Why do bad deaths happen to good people people may ask? They learned all that was required of them, all that they chose to learn, they did their chosen mission.

Thus, their body ceases viability so they can leave and go on to the next journey. Or if not acquired, reincarnate, to further refine the lessons of love.

None of us are perfect, but lets give this our best shot.

Reflection, Meditation, Self-Forgiveness

The mind, body, spirit and brain is an amazing thing. Your consciousness firing it’s way through a network of complex nerves and neurons. Linked to the body by forces that words cannot explain, behind a veil of forgetting that is life in third density.

Sometimes though the mind, can get a bit, shall we say, hectic. Life takes over, catalyst is being received at a high rate and needs to be processed, sometimes we may get wrapped up in life events sometimes. Even I sometimes forget that we are here to give a positive response to catalyst and get caught up in it. This is when we should in my opinion meditate.

Meditation is one of those things that people associate with simply ‘blanking’ the mind. But it can be so much more than that. Meditation to me comes in different levels and forms, i will go through the stages and types of meditation that can be used for self-help and even helping the wider universe.

  1. Relaxation – This is the stage where you just chill out. You may relax on a chair, close your eyes. Sometimes put some music on but do not actively do anything. This is the state you often seek after a day’s work. But what if it could go deeper?
  2. Reflection – This is where you observe thoughts going through your mind. You feel the catalyst of the day. Why couldn’t we save that mother on the operating table today? How is the homeless man who i gave change to? Why have my kids been so hard to handle today? Why is the bank hounding me for money? How, why, when, where? You process and reflect upon these thoughts, and attempt to release self-judgement from them, that you did your best in the situation. You can simply envision them melting away or dissolving into light. You may imagine these thoughts being filed away.
  3. Light Meditation – This is where you begin to quiet the mind, after acknowledging what you need to knowledge. You slowly begin to feel yourself letting go of attachment, whatever the day’s stresses have bought you, this is the time to let go of that, for this time is sacred.
  4. Moderate Meditation – Your mind is now quiet. You may chose to stay in a state of quiet in this state. For an adept, this is the state you can begin to communicate with spirit or focus on a goal. This is also the state where you could also focus on the goal of forgiving self and others for perceived wrongdoings. Sending out this intention can help. This is also the time when you may begin to pierce the veil of forgetting quite clearly, if you direct the will in this way, the will to seek.
  5. Deep Meditation / Trance – This is for the adept, where you have almost shut off the mind/body, or is a state where you may access states such as out of body projection or deep trance channeling or whatever else you would do, or just feel at one with the universe. A state of total stillness and silence may be achieved from this state.

Meditation is a very powerful tool, from focusing on a goal and by putting that energy out into the universe may help it come to fruition, to sending healing to a situation (helping wider consciousness in the process) or forgiveness.

Forgiveness of both self and others is crucial due to the fact that holding a grudge against self or others  for a perceived wrongdoing is detrimental to one’s spiritual health. Focusing the will on forgiveness, or even asking your spiritual guides/god/deity or whoever you most have an affinity with according to your beliefs to help you forgive both self and others for anything that is concerning you can be a great help. Not holding a grudge feels so good. Forgiving the day’s catalyst. Trying to direct thoughts to a loving standpoint.

Meditation can be used to train the mind, body, and spirit to the direction/polarity you want in your life. From a light meditation contemplating thoughts or allowing the creator / your deity / loved ones who have passed on / the light or whatever else you feel into your awareness, to moderate meditation for adept spiritual work, etc it is entirely up to the person.

Forgiveness i think has been easiest for me to approach in a state of light/moderate meditation, and this article has more been focused on forgiveness.

If you wish to use the meditative state to hold a goal, also known to some as ‘asking the universe’ or sending the intention out to begin it’s growth, meditation is a great tool at focusing the will and keeping the mind and our physical brains and our mind/spirits which can only handle so much disorder, back into alignment. Reflection/Acknowledgement of thoughts is also a crucial step in my opinion, not just trying to push it away and pretend it hasn’t been a thought. If it is then something you may not have felt best to think, forgive self and others who may have contributed directly/indirectly to the offending thoughts. Then focus on replacing the offending thoughts with love.

Love is ultimately the key, to love all people and things. We all have our own way to get there, and we sometimes need a retreat that is meditation to help us reorder the mind and realign our internal compass to our chosen direction.



The Mind Body Spirit Productions Store will be opening soon + Book Launch

It has been quite quiet round here! This is because I have been working on a spiritual online store, Mind Body Spirit Productions. This store is due to be fully opened alongside a book launch, Awakening the mind body spirit complex.

This is a book that is aimed to help those who are new on their spiritual path learn how to connect to spirit, with background information and small lessons on how to work with catalyst,  balancing chakras, opening the third eye, etc.

The Book will be available in both E-Book and Paperback format.

Love and Light to you all my brothers and sisters!


The Spiritual Elements and The Scientific States Of Matter

This will be a very short blog post. It is mentioned about the beginnings of first density which is also our foundation density, regarding the elements. These are treated in many spiritual cultures such as paganism and Hinduism and many others as four spiritual elements.

Earth, Air, Fire, Water.

I had a thought, about the scientific states of matter:

Solid, Gas, Plasma, Liquid

Fire that is much hotter than your average fire will ionize molecules, as on stars. Some fire is debated by some as a weak plasma, depending on temperature, and can be found as lightning and intense flames.

It is a short, sweet blog post. Those spiritual practitioners of old had much more in common with what we class as modern science than many think.

Both Logical(Scientific) and Abstract halves of the mind have a role to play, and both can be unified and harmonized, I believe.

I am guessing that is what happens ultimately at sixth density and what we can work on, accepting the viewpoints of all.

This revelation isn’t surprising, given that we are all woven from the same cloth!



Study Castle Channeling – Some World Predictions and Personal Info

This is a channeling I think I should publish, unedited including the personal pieces. It started as a meditation for study in a study castle. The entities I meet speak through me and i mention the visuals I see. A copy of the recording is to be uploaded, including the end of the meditation unrelated to the channeling but some personal path work with unrelated babble.

I ask Ralpsa / Ral what knowledge is, before he responded.

I will note, if my guide replies telepathically, i find it difficult to relay what is said without blocking off his communication with me.

No channel is pure, and I will point out what I feel are communication errors. Like any channeling, a reader must never take this as gospel and use your own discernment through free will. Take with it what helps you, discard the rest. I have added my own comments to this transcript, pointing out what I think are errors or my own thoughts on it.


Visuals: I see a demonstration going on in KL

Me: What is knowledge?

Ral: Knowledge is comprehension

Me: where are we currently headed on earth based on the present scenario?

Ral: I need to get someone with more area of expertise than that

Me: There is a lady she looks tribal, almost native American, a guy of similar, and a lady in a bikini…

Me: *unaudible*

Me: I am being taken into this black tunnel now, its almost like I am going up… I think I may be in kuala lumpur, Malaysia, seeing people there is like a demonstration going on in Kuala Lumpur, I am showing a padlock that is unlocked, people being freed from some chains.

Malaysia will be the first to be… ??

*Trance state slightly deepens*

*silence for several minutes*

The United Nations is only remaining as The United Nations because it is held in place by the global *error?* police *error?* control energy matrix within the next twenty to thirty years, yes years, these control grids are going to cease viability because there will not be fed or charged by the joe public anymore.

From this point, the liberation shall begin of your peoples. There is also going to be much of what you would call internal and external what you would call warfare in areas around northern south America. These are going to be minor to moderate in strength, this is going to be because of the deep-seated resentment that is harbored in some of these areas.


*I in semi trance mentally send challenge to ask if they are of the light. This was already done mentally before entering the trance state with them, but i periodically do this*

We answer your challenge. We are serving the divine light.

*The next part of the message seems by my intuition slightly distorted*

There is going to be in the area of north America the united states northern hemisphere a change in the weather… no… wind… and weather patterns that is  going to result in what you would call scorching heat in some areas the northern hemisphere, while the southern hemisphere of the continent known Africa no… southern Africa is going to begin to flourish in green flora and fauna.

There is going to be no more new… no there will be no more middle eastern conflicts in your near-future, the middle east is in a process of removing the spiritual entrophy and darkness that has befallen these nations over periods amounting to millennium.

There is going to be a great healing and compassion seeded within these nations within the next six, to seven, to nine of your years… years… These compassion ‘seats’ if you will are going to be the start of a light that will spread throughout the middle hemisphere or middle region of the world. These will be seeded from that point forth.

Europe is going to remarkable radically altered due to the known situations of the entity know no the government known as the European Union. This European Union shall Fall, fall like a house of cards, onto the ground. Nations will have their identity once more.

Me: Can you answer a challenge, sorry I felt a change

Brother. We serve the love and the light your energy is protected and adequate.

The European Union was built on what you would call corruption it is not known at the surface, not even by those who wish to see the dissolution of the union. It was deal that were constructed behind the scenes. These will be revealed. There were bribes exchanged. There was much conflict and warfare internally.

*My thought on the above, is that regarding World War II??? I suspect with limited proof mind, the EU was born from the attempted take over of Europe during WW2 by Nazi Germany, an attempt to take over Europe by a more subtle means than outright warfare*

We have communicated this to you because we feel that there is going to be potential for healing on mother earth in these regions. Do… We are going to move on to the far east.

You know an area of land that is very familiar to you known to you as Cambodia and the land known to you as Myanmar/Burma. These lands are fraught with much suffering and areas which you have not begun to plumb. This is because the love and light that is your core has been thrown to one side in these world regions.

Twenty Seven (27) of your years shall pass. Twenty Seven of your years shall pass. Then these lands will be released, no freed from their slavery and serfdom and the negativity that befell. The seed shall spread across railways, across oceans.

There shall now be a movement in the country that is now known as northern china. China? Northern China. We are going to use the term northern china for reasons which you do not understand. China has a dividing line between it’s north and south. These lines are caused by the what would you call, the land what was taken from the locals and natives of southern china. The area known to you as Tibet. There will be seeds of change from Tibet that move further, further, further, further north, across lands, across desert, across sea and ocean.

I am shown a map, it is pointing down. Your years are going to be spent personally, and we may give a very very small window because of free will, we will keep the rest hidden until the time is right for that page to be opened. Why open the whole book before reading it my love? We are going to say that you are going to create the base foundations with a soul known to you as Ian who is your brother and lover and everything else possible. This is going to be thus because of the lifetimes you spent, where you are native to with each other. He is your lover, he is your carer, he is your… well… we cannot describe love, can we? You and him have filled this role more than once in your history.

He became part of your close memory complex group (social memory complex?), at your spiritual advanced level of four (4).

Level 5 is your seeking, Level 4 is not your seeking.

/*My Comment*/

(Are these talking about densities? That is my usual terminology. My density before earth is fourth density. They correct this in the latter part, i think they meant I am seeking towards Fifth Density, not currently IN it. Even when they correct it they use the world levels, not densities, levels is a term I do not typically use.

The next bit contains some personal stuff regarding me and my partner, then some world stuff after that. I went into this looking for both personal and world stuff. I release it all as I do not like to edit recordings of this nature.

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*Confusion and interruption of trance state*

We detect confusion. You are Seeking towards the fifth level, Ian is one of those souls that has love and compassion of a highly capable stance to assist you in working through your blockages. On the other hand, you shall give the quality known as light, or wisdom, or clarity to Ian.

Shaping his abstract thoughts into a form shall we shall say. Ian is abstract, you are logical, both positive. These can go very far when bought into love, the yin and the yang, the yang and the yin, all is one and one is all.

/* My comment */

I am unsure if the Ireland information for us in the next bit is valid, I am more thinking western Europe somewhere.  We will see I guess, this part feels incomplete/distorted somehow

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We are not going to delve deeper into that connection. But we are going to say that you shall be taken from the phillipines, you shall go across land and sea, to the area known to you as we are showing a little stretch of land by the united kingdom known to you as southern Ireland, or Ireland.

The united states is going to come later, to then be imparted on the area of land known to you as… you do not have a name for this land… New Zealend… No… Look that up on a map..

*What I was shown was NZ*

There is much much more to be had in your life, free will choices will take you to wherever you need to go, you will both know where to go, to spread love and light on planet earth. You will meet, meet and care for many. You shall open your hearts and your very souls in this endeavour.

You are going to remain as pure as possible in your intentions. Remember you will go where you are needed You will go in areas that may seem a little, I wouldn’t say negative, but in need of light. That is your purpose. You have come here for that mission, as have many, many others and we have great love and compassion for those who came for this purpose.


/*My Comment*/

The next part they mention about not destroying the journey, this is done by not telling me anything that would ruin the fun should we say!

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We are going to… We are going to show… We are going to… we don’t have a word for this… We are going to show you one more thing. Let this be  your motivation we will not destroy the journey, but this will be the end of it, when the journey is complete, when you have completed the ability to be loving, and spread that love, we are going to show you the love, the compassion.

I am going to an underground cave now… I am going up from this cave in a lift, green hills… It is like a golden light shimmering behind the hills, we will take your spirit guide with you, you are comfortable with him, we will show you.

Me: What is this?

It is a city… well not a city as you know it. Light, and LOVE shall reign on planet earth. You are moving into day, you are currently in the hours of 5 and 6 AM. Dawn approaches. The darkest has.. .well no.. this is too much of a negative anology in your mind… we are going to say the darkest hours of your time, were between the eras of two thousand (2000) three thousand (3000) the year… three.. no…

We struggle with time, three thousand of your years ago, to four hundred to three hundred of your years ago in space and time. The we started to enter the period of love. This was begun with the industrial revolution.

/*My Comment*/

The next bit i detect some bias from my own mind complex, the blink of an eye was something mentioned by many native american prophecies. Predicted the rise of telecommunications and internet i think, in my opinion this has helped unify the world to begin seeding change.  I also think this helped create a mirror for the world in a metaphoric sense.

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People became more interconnected, people begun to connect, thoughts begun to travel round the world in a blinkering of an eye, around and around.

But so did both the negative and the positive thoughts, out there for the world to see.

This has caused people in many ways to desire to seek a more loving personality. We do not know how the story will end, but we do know where it is headed. That is the planet of love, your earth will love you, and you will love it. Birds, butterflies, trees, cats, dogs, you will all be like a family.

Everyone will love, everyone will be safe. Twenty-Seven (27), Twenty-Nine (29) years, your world will have removal and elimination of those things you call nuclear explosives.

You will have complete safety in knowing that your world will be safe. Governments will fall, new ones will be built, the form of government hierarchy you knew will cease to exist.


We will now go onto a period where you  will no longer be on this earth. We are going to go seventy (70) to ninety (90) years into your future. This is where we are being shown peace…. Harmony… Love… families love. Friends love. The age of technology will cease to exist. This will be love, this will be light, all across the land, across sea and land, across ocean. Across time and space. Our question to your now, and yes we do have a question….

What do YOU as a people want??? You will create that every day by your every thought, deed and action. Love shall be the dominating factor, dominating being the incorrect word here, the most common factor…

We are… The Salbedor/Salbedar? We are the group known to you as the Egyptian forests???

We are safe, we are love, we are light. We have come to only spread this message, because it is not easy getting a channel as pure as some of the channels we have come across, the area known as channeling is the inability to focus on love and with a detachment from the message being received. The lack of respect for such an endeavour creates all kinds of problems of which we would not be able to discuss.

If you wish to in any way connect with any form of spirit, do it from a pure heart. And it will be a breeze.

Me: if you could call it that

We are going to give one more message before we depart this instrument. Every last line of text you read, regarding world stage events, is going to be nothing compared to the inner change in the world. You will NOT find this change outside of yourself, but you will find it within yourself. You will find it in love and light. The love and light you have within you.

Your heart shall we say. See someone in need. Help them. Love them. Give them your time. You all have the time should you choose to have the time. Youy all have the ability, beggar, military, governments, old, young, you are all woven on the same cloth that cloth that is the divine light, the one whole loving infinite god creator entity. You are it, and it is you, you are the entity known as The One.

You are love, you are light, we leave this… we do not… we leave this instrument we leave this instrument in love, light and compassion. We have not had many errors in this communication, only a few minor errors. These are for your discernment. No channel can be 100% pure, that is not possible at your level, it is not possible try as you might, it is not possible even for us.

That does not matter, what matters is your heart. That is the ONE THING that matters on this earth, is your hearts my lovelies. We love you, we love you all, we leave you in the love and the light of the one creator, love compassion, namaste sisters and brothers of planet earth.


I return to the castle and the three entities become light, the meditation then enters some personal pathwork.